They Said It
They say to say IT out loud. So this is it, my thoughts transferred to tangible words on a blog post, infiltrating the internet and said aloud as I read to edit the final post. They also said you could walk into your next endeavor, your next dream, your next life and such. Personally, I describe it as running. It was a fear induced panic to run and jump off the nearest cliff. Call me dramatic but changes in life are brutal, far from a nonchalant walk next door. Apologies if you think the walk is chalant. Regardless, I did it.
The word IT has my favorite conspiracy theories and lore attached to it. It could possibly be my favorite in the English language, next to the words undeniable and nonchalant. I’ll give you some homework and let you go dig up what you can find on it, but if you aren’t sure where to start; I would start with reading the work of Robert Anton Wilson. That’s all I’ll say on that for now, except that they did tell me to say want I want out loud and that I can simply walk into the next timeline. So I did just that! Plus some 20 years of reading and researching my most obsessive interests to date. Turns out they, the media moguls, created a monster in the form of Julian Rose. What I know now is invaluable and imperative to the success of my future as a writer and a bridge to connect worlds with words.
Writing with words is how I contribute to our communal light socket that we call consciousness. I come forward to present another side of our story to the collective, and to represent the ones like me that cannot come to the phone right now.
I just want to know what is REAL as does everyone else, I assume. If my words, knowledge and stories can help us figure out how to get out of this fog, then I am all in.
OK, there’s a lot to update on, I’m going to break everything up into separate posts for ease of reading. There’s a lot happening in my world and I have been wanting to post, but some of the things I want to say might not be well received. After much thought I’ve decided, I don’t care. I am who I am and I have passed the threshold of containing myself in a package to present to the world for liking. There’s no more compromising on who I am or what I stand for in my life. With certainty there will be some who have opinions about the real me showing up in the world, and to you I say, this is me, you get me as is and if you want me to be something else for you then look further and find that in someone else because I don’t live to be something for you, I live for me. There was an initiation there was a prophecy given to me and I plan to fulfil it regardless of what anyone thinks of me.
Upcoming post will include updates on life after dentistry (four weeks out), my future (possibly) in dentistry, answering to my calling, a miracle from G-D, and some good ol’ Americana lore, not in order and just sporadically writing for sake of getting this out and posted. OH and… music of course! I have some words on Jeff Tweedy’s Twilight Override album that I would like to share. I also have exciting stuff with the podcast coming out next month!